What in my drawer story.

Mungkin orang tak tau, i am a wife of an offshore guy, a mother of a very active 1 year old baby and conceiving my second baby- currently 6 months, and a staff of DHL cyberjaya who travel 140km/day most of the the time from rembau to cyberjaya. 

Tinggal dengan parents for 6 weeks pastu duduk umah sendiri bila husband cuti 3 mgu. Packing and unpacking all the time. 

Hey, isnt that a great journey of a lady? 

Positif kena selalu. Tp kalau dah penat mcm mana nak positif. Keluar rumah pukul 7 lebih, sampai umah pukul 7 lebih jugak. Anak kena dimanja. Kalau ummi tak manjakan, papa plak away keja di Brunei sapa nak entertain anak. Tido mmg tak cukup. Sebab azfarel lately selalu batuk. Selalu jugak menyusu. Baby dalam perut pun nak manja jugak hee.. 

Orang memang tak faham weh sebab orang tak merasa. Biaq pi. Takpe. Ada orang yang lebih susah dari kita. Untung dah ni dpt tido atas tilam empuk. Makan mak dah siapkan. Anak pun tak cranky sgt. Ayah tlg jaga anak selalu. Mertua pun selalu tanya khabar. Allah, nikmat mana yg nak didustakan lagi. 

Sooo.. Saya kena tolong diri sendiri. What're in my closet arini nak bgtau je haha yg saya amik supplement jugak utk maintain cergas and bermaya. 

B complex shaklee and vitamin c. Alhamdulillah semua dapat di-handle dengan baik kalau kita tak penat sgt. Takla marah2 and semua benda dapat dibuat. 

Drop me email kalau berminat nak beli produk shaklee :)

azliahmohamed09@gmail.com

Puting kuning NUK

Azfarel memang pakai puting kuning ni. Dulu masa dalam pantang dia pakai botol avent. Lepas tu saya stop bagi dia pakai botol lama jugak sebab direct breasfeed. Nak masuk keja saya try bagi dia avent, tommy tippee and mamijumi semua dia reject. Yang berjaya puting kuning brand NUK ni jugak. Puting ni cepat kembang especially bila kita selalu basuh dengan air suam atau air panas. So kena la beli selalu. Yang penting farel minum susu and kenyang. Now farel dah fully minum susu formula cap anmum infacare. Tapi kadang-kadang breastfeed jugak malam-malam. Tapi kesian lah sebab susu dah makin kurang due to my second pregnancy, so dia tak kenyang sangat. Anyhow, farel tak da masalah sangat bila nak tukar ke fully formula ni. Dulu risau sebab dia akan carik nenen jugak bila lapar. Now dia dah pandai, mungkin dia tau nak dapat adik kot kan. Bravo azfarel. Arini dia dah one year and 9 days old. And getting smarter and hyper. :)

Baby baby

I got my lunch box today. Good for baby :)

Will be introduced to my new team later this afternoon. Sangat nervous 😖

It's a fine day

It's a relief. I need to tell two big things to my senior colleague (since my boss is in Prague) even since last 2 months but i only have the guts today. 

I am pregnant and i am resigning soon. 

I can now officially tell people that hey, farel's gonna get a baby bro/sis soon because all this while (4.5) months, i keep it silent and put in glitter in the heart only for the sake of not revealing this happiest moments in life to my officemates. 

I am now a more than happy mommy. I am excited waiting bombing womb moment.

For the fact of pregnancy, and having my second baby i need to do a big sacrifice for my career life. When husband is away for work, I was travelling like for 3 hours a day (at least) to go to work with approximately 140km daily. And i need to leave my husband taking care of farel whenever he's on leave like for a month. 

It's nothing a matter maybe to some people but for me, this is my priority. 

Oh well, siapa yang tanak jadi wanita bekerjaya kan. Have your own money and wear nice clothes to work. But priority is always priority. I envy those working moms who's taking care of childrens and her husband working offshore. Remember people, having a husband who's working offshore is not small matter. U need to be beyond positive thus will lead u to a very happy life. I am lucky to have a very understanding husband. And the moment i write this last sentence, my husband is currently at the hospital bring farel for check up and i am here working, he is doing the same thing i'll do when he's away working. I love him! 

HE will show the way

It has been a while and hey, am writing again. So many things were in my mind but they just flew away after a while. Maybe it is true as well that you will write once u’re boring. But am not into that phase now, just curious to write, curious to see if I am really boring.

Farel is now reaching his 10th months. Being a cute hyperactive little boy and smarter than I ever thought. He is a friendly baby who’s easy to make friend with and rarely being cranky. It is just he needs the food that u’re eating and he don’t want his food. He hates to be hugged too long as well, unless he is sleepy. He prefers you let him go and explore the world. Oh son!

I am thinking to take another option in life. Being traveling 140km/day now plus, I am expecting. That’s so clueless. Haha.Don’t wanna imagine travelling with back pain and terrible tiredness once home. That’s my plan for now and let see if I succeed to be a housewife.

 

Bulan ke 7..

Lama dah tak update blog. Mesti stalker rindu. Haha sekarang banyak update instagram je. 

Anyway, farel turns 7 months now. How fast time flies. 

7 bulan jugak la saya duduk dengan parents and atok. I am 25, a mother, and a wife but manage by my mom.

Tq mak! Along sayang mak. 

Azrel is now base in Brunei and it is hard actually at first to adapt for this new chapter. I miss him even more. And everytime he is on leave we rarely have time to lunch together because i have to work and actually all messed up when he needs to baby sit azfarel. Allah.... Hard to explain but, we learned something. Azfarel needs more time to recognise his papa. 

Hey farel, papa willing to do anything for you syg.

After cry face. Result of staying all alone with papa. Am sorry syg, if only we have other choice. 

Am counting days for azrel will take off his flight home next week. 6 weeks are just too mean for me :(

4 bulan sudah "selera parents atau keselesaan baby?"

Alhamdullillah.. Farel dah menginjak 4 bulan selasa ni.. Syukur.. Sepanjang 4 bulan farel membesar dengan sihat dan baik. Takda masalah yg besar nak jaga farel. Such a good boy.
Jadual tido farel dah teratur. Senang ummi nak pg keja. Menyusu botol pun dah ok. Dulu mula2 jenuh ajar farel bottle feeding.
Susu badan ummi pun alhamdulillah masih ada. Even ummi dah takda stok dalam pantang tp hari2 ummi dpt produce EBM yg cukup at least sampai pukul 4.30 ptg untuk farel. And farel pun x da masalah nak terima susu formula in case EBM dah abes licin. Balik keja cepat2 ummi breasfeed farel. Memangla mula2 ummi nak fully breasfeed farel. Tp sebab lack of knowledge so dpt fullfill 90% of the mission sahaja. Takpa, kena pk positif.
Farel dah dpt meniarap masa 3 bulan setengah. Orang cakap awal. Alhamdulillah.. Tp still.. Farel tak reti nak pusing balik. Hehe
Sepanjang 4 bulan ni jugak ummi x penah lagi beli sabun mandi farel, losyen farel.. Farel dpt byk sgt orang bagi.
Same goes to stroller. Mamu and mami dari side papa bg awal before farel keluar lagi. Baby carrier and car seat dpt dari colleagues ummi. Untungnya anak ummi ni. Alhamdulliah rezeki. Rasanya x perlu berhabes byk sgt takut tak bley maintain utk second baby nti. Tak baik kalau x bley adil kan. Plus, semua keinginan tu dtg dari parents not the baby himself. Bukan baby tau pun benda ni brand apa.. Yg dia tau dia selesa.
InshAllah.. Papa n ummi akan terus besarkan farel ikut kemampuan..