Sunday, November 14, 2010

mencari ketelusan "understanding"

kenapa ye manusia ni suka mengutuk apa yg org len buat even though they didn't realize that they would do the same thing later.
hehe..ni bkn entry emosi cuma berfikir sejenak...

i am not the person which cares about others' stories (instead for those who intend me to listen to) neither a "wow" person that too good to not listen about people stories (mengumpat la kan)...but maybe i am designated, fated, or born to be an observer.

aku mmg dah rajin kena penangan mulut org...hehe..manusia kan..dan akhirnya aku tau punca mulut2 cantik ni enak bercerita. we are who we friend with. i am reminding those who read this entry to not TRUST 100% your close friend.

i am rather keep all my problems in my head and heart. yet i didn't tell my mum. besarnya hatiku..hehe..tabah la kunun...org tension2 ms assignments berlambak2 mengadu ngan mak dorg aku cool je nanges sorg2..even i do someone's assignments too. no prob dude! hari ni hari kau...
but still the person back stabbed me.

bla bla bla...can i say..hey budak, tolong tutup mulut longkang kau bley..?tp aku plak yg kena balik..kekeke..
itula namanya "life"..roda aku berpusing2 maksudnya hidup aku normal la kan..x kan nak enak je sepanjang jalan walaupon jalan tu byk batu..
so...every time tough situation hit me..dush dush...i will tell myself to understand that :

  • Allah maha adil ke atas hamba-Nya..so i did not need to do anything instead of continuously pray for Him.
  • just be urself...u're great enuf dear....don't scare if u are on the right path.
  • and i just like telling myself that i will get benefits becoz of that "penganiayaan". doa org yg teraniaya itu sangatla makbul. refer to point no.1. it's a gud experience and exploration for life... 
  • it's ok to cry. That's is why Allah give u some taught to be remember azliah...and i smiled afterward i cry...im ok then...hehe
  • please beware...life's not that simple
ps:  sekali lg..ni bkn entry emo ye...hehe..terfikir memikir sekejap ape yg penah jd kat aku..

::the way i am telling u that life is not as easy and happy as eating ice-cream::

10 comments:

  1. btl ckp awk, kwn rapat pun blm tntu lg leh caye....depan kite mulut manis, belakang kite mulut longkang....
    saya tau ade org yg depan awk wat2 rapat, tp blkg2 dia ckp dia x caye kat awk pun..tp saya xnk awk gaduh ngn dia..saya diamkan jer..
    kalo awk nak tau, ramai org sedang bermuka2, awk kne hati2...
    bile awk luahkan sesuatu kat org, org tu akn smpikan kat org lain (ngumpat)dengan menggunakan nama awak..saya tau sume tu, smpi awak diburuk2kan...
    saya tetap percaya kat awak walaupun saya dengar macam2 psl awk sbb saya tau awk kawan saya..

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  2. biasa lah az. rambut sama hitam, hati laen2. prangai lagi lah laen2. after all, each of us is unique in our very own way =)

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  3. awak: besarnya hati ni bila at least masih ada yg percaya...hehe..tengkiu kawan! ta pe..Allah kan maha mengetahui..

    aien: yup masing2 ada keburukan dan kelebihan..kita pon byk buat salah kat org kan..so kalau ade org buat salah besar mana sekalipun maafkan la...walaupon x ikhlas tp niat baik kan..hehe

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  4. yunk..terasa i tau. psl ngadu kt mak? hik2..manja. u kn leh cte kt i? u kn my alongje :)

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  5. anjangku..alaaa bkn u sorg je yg cite kat mak..ramai lg manusia diluar sana..eyh..i tot komen yg first tu adalah u.bkn eh..haha...nasib baik i ade u..kekeke..

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  6. hik2..ofcuz la bkn. mstla kumen pki nama sndri alongje. hee.~~~ i pun de u :)

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  7. bestu saya yg kat atas tu sape ye??ish ish..musykil la anjang..

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  8. tlg r xyh beranjang2 kat blog..hehe..
    along, angah sume ade...

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