Suami...

Masa kat labor room kan.. Azrel selalu dgn saya.. Dia cuma tinggalkan masa nak pg smyg jumaat ja.
And masa nurse dah pecahkan air ketuban around 2.30pm rasa sakit jadi double everytime farel menendang. Rasa mcm nak push aja. This is when the real pain come.
Nasib baik lepas few mins tu azrel dah balik smyg. Saya ckp kat dia sakit sgt u...
He always support me. Alhamdulillah....
Mmgla suami kena support isteri. Tapi bila time nak deliver lain sket.
Azrel x penah lepaskan tgn saya. Mmg kuat saya genggam tgn dia masa tu. Even baju dia pun saya tarik kuat2. Sebelah tgn lg azrel usap ubun2 saya.
Saya rasa sakit tapi rasa selamat sgt2 bila dia ada kat sisi. Masa doktor dah dtg, things happened like blink, tapi saya rasa mcm sejam. Azrel ckp masa tu 10 min ja prosesnya. Betol jugak, smyg jumaat abes around 2.30 and farel was born on 3.
Yang saya ingat, saya sedut oksigen as much as i can. Never let his hand off my hand and close my eyes to reduce the pain. And bila doktor zamri suh azrel ubah position pg belah kanan saya (before tu dia belah kiri) saya takut sgt. Sebab i have to let his hand off. Kena pgg besi kat side katil tu. But he remain put his hands on top of my head and keep saying sket lg u.. Sket lagi. Hehe.. Dia push my head towards the chest and i feel like he is so professional helping the nurses. So calm.. As if.. Haha
Lepas tu... Bila farel dah keluar nurse tanya lelaki ke perempuan.. Saya ckp lelaki. Tp pnt sgt. Mamai.. Tapi saya sedar semua yg jadi lepas tu. Doktor bg farel kat azrel.. And suh dia amik wuduk. And dgr suara azrel kol mak ayah papa mama makyan.. Suara yg sgt excited dari luar labor room. Dalam labor room doktor ngan nurse still working on the stiches. Saya? Mamai lg. After a while doktor n nurse pun kuar. Saya dah bley bukak mata sepenuhnya and the heros come.
Azrel dukung farel tunjuk kat saya. Panas lg dia. Bersin dan menguap. Haha.. What a feel.. Mata besar n bibir yg merah..
One nite after the labor room memory remains in mind, kitorg duduk kat katil sambil pgg farel and azrel said I am proud of u. Saya ckp i yg patut proud kat u. Sebab x sangka dia sgt sgt supportive masa sakit tu. Sangat...
I didnt cry, but now i remember the moment we found i was preggy, ive cried heavenly happy. Alhamdulillah. Tq Allah..