Weekend Project

This is a weekend story. First weekend after few of them used to travel here and there. So should be fully spend at hometown. To be specific stayed at home went nowhere. What did i do?

1. BAKING PROJECT

At last i managed to try the polka dot apam which for the first timer can be considered tasty and cute (rephrased testimonial i got from my kids cousins -_-)





Aren't them cute anyway? Well well....



And the second baking project was~~ Creme Choco Chip cake

Wallaaa~~ I spread the choc ganache for topping and sprinkled choc rice before finalized with those crunchy munchy walnut. Sila terliur yer.

Yummy!



2. KEEPING THE THOUGHT WELL

What should i rename the above title for this custodial project? Anyway, it's all about putting all the wedding wishes inside an album. Buat benda ni boleh buat saya senyum sorang sorang baca semua ucapan ucapan tertulis dalam kad tu. After a month and half. Thank you relatives! Thank you friends! Thank you and love you all. Apa yang kelakar sangat?

Caption caption gelabah dari office mate. Perlu ke copy paste isi blog ni nak letak ucapan. Sungguh kekurangan idea betol la mereka ni.

 



See. Sekali 6 HADIAH dorang courier dari DHL. trimas so much kak hufi, hidayat and ady iranal.

Dari kawan kawan UiTM. Haha..

 Dari kawan sekolah dan isteri isteri serta anak anak.

And also some captured from my sweet relatives.

It is always blank everytime reaching the conclusion part. How could i conclude my neverending stories. Haha. See you little bloggy.

::The way i feel this is the longest write for the year. congrats azliah!::





Change perception~perception changed

I always love looking at cute chinese boys. Always... there are few faces in my office which made me relook at them again everytime we walk in parallel or side by side. I don't know. I just like those cute chinese guys. Haha.. Their slanted eyes with cool straight hair waving in the air.. owh man, i just couldn't resist. But today, something made me changed my perception. It never came across my mind that arabian look alike man (like my fiancee) more handsome than chinese guys that i keep thinking cutest ever.
Please don't trust my say, just compare the groom to be and his best man in below picture.

Now u can decide and keep my say in ur hands. Man on the left made me forget my cute chinese boys indeed.

Sebulan Sebelum

Hari ni 17th November. Mungkin sebulan lepas ni baru saya update kot blog ni. Sebab lama sgt tak update kan. Sebenarnya dalam otak ni byk je benda nak cerita tangan je tanak menaip. Otak dan tangan siapa lagi hebat? hehe...
Sebulan lagi insyAllah semoga dipermudahkan, saya akan bergelar isteri. Ehek, malu malu plak tangan ni nak menulis. Dalam otak ni tak tak malu sangat pun pk pasal kawen. Ok fine dalam menulis blog tangan lebih berkuasa dari minda. Personal thought!
Saya teruja dengan seorang cousin ni. Byk tips yang saya bley korek dari si comel ni. Sila jenguk mira yer. Seorang muslimah yg pintar isteri kepada muhsin, menantu kepada makteh saya. They touched their happiness to the peek, August this year. With a very simple ceremony, this young couple is sooo sweet. Both 19 if im not mistaken. Semoga mereka tabah dengan ujian yg mendatang. It's a long way to go.
Sekarang nak buat kajian pasal wedding sgt mudah. There are B2B bloggers out there concern sharing about the excitement of marriage. I learn alot from them. Dua B2B yg saya jenguk salunya ialah kina dan xora. Bagus dorang ni byk membantu bakal2 pengantin.
Overall alhamdulillah, semua persiapan berjalan lancar. Dari catering, perabot, photographer,khemah dan segalanya. Biasalah anak sulung mesti ada complication. Kad kawen setakat ni yg buat saya sedih sket. Tapi takpa, saya ada azam baru. Nak buat DIY kad. (rajinnya kau) 

Mestilah kena rajin kan. Semalam saya design bunting and virtual card. Saya mmg nak yg sgt simple. Dan hasilnya mcm kat bawah ni.

Kawan-kawan sekolah & kawan satu course je yg baru saya jemput. Mungkin minggu depan baru start operasi jemputan besar2an.
Excited? Kalau org tanya saya, saya akan tanya diri saya balik. Hurm, siapa tak excited cuma azliah ni pelik sket. Mungkin seminggu sebelum kawen baru excited terlebih agaknya. Sekarang masih mild lagi.
Insyallah everything will be ok. Oh please, i will never reveal my dresses color here. It's a suprise. poyo gila
 Becoz suprise is fun. 
Sebulan dari skang pada waktu ni mungkin tengah lepak2 lepas kenduri agaknya. Atau tengah bukak hadiah. Haha.. Setahun dari skang ntah2 tengah dalam labour room. Opsieeee..

::The wedding of my way::

When Your Writing Is A Worth

Kalau kita tanya budak-budak sekolah, nak masuk universiti atau tak, definitely dorang akan jawab nak. Dan pengalaman sendiri, bila dah ada diploma dulu, mestilah nak amik degree plak. Dan after degree kalau kta tanya most of the graduates, nak amik master atau tak, takkan ada yang ckp nak serta merta. During my time, saya betul-betul determined nak amik master right after degree. Ye, nak keja nak kahwin and nak amik master. Tak semudah bercakap.

Dalam class harini~walaupun dah masuk kelas keempat, dah genap sebulan register for master still, each PHD student akan questioning me "kenapa amik master by research?" yela mana taknya, kalau ikut rekod dari tahun 1999 baru 6 orang sahaja PHD students yg grad di fakulti kami. And yet, there are only 5 students in my class taking risk amik master by research. Hanya 5 org.

Today's class review about master by research

• need full focus. even those who did master by course work need to fully focus on study.
• almost PHD students in my class are doing full time basis. Me?
• takde life? betul ke?
• need to consult supervisor 10 hours per week. At least. FYI, I never yet have a chance to consult my supervisor.

There are lot lot lot more contradictions rather than pros that i heard today. Ya, but if i manage to get my self into this field, i am surely have a VVIP ticket towards my PHD. Am i planning for it? I myself dont really get the answer.

 But what i love about studying and challenging myself again is my relationship with Allah. Bila hati kita tak tenang pasal workload, assignment dan thesis, saya lebih suka mengadu dengan Allah. Saya rasa makin dekat dengannya. In fact, saya rasa lebih termotivasi.

What i have in my head right now is a plan to try put myself into comfort zone. I mean as if. Nothing is easy azliah. There are people who manage to get their master by research why dont u? Yes, i am not planning to pursue my PHD and now i must start to reallize that i need to have a PHD. Not as easy as saying this. Saya bagi diri saya peluang untuk satu sem ni. Kalau betul2 tak bley i can let go the dream. I mean the dream to have master by research. Maybe next year i can try to register as flexible learning student (FLP) in UPM or UKM. Planning to pursue MBA instead of MSC in coursework basis. UKM dan UPM lebih dekat dengan tempat keja saya.

Dalam waktu terdekat ni mmg agak susah nak fokus study. I need to focus more on my wedding preparation. I dont know. I just dont get the idea of doing master while prepare things here and there. Can u? And i need time for my self. Dengan nature keja azrel yg keja 5 minggu dan cuti 2 minggu in a row, x kan saya masih nak ke kelas or doing revision on the weekend and just let him alone during the leave. I just can't imagine the flow yet.

Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk. And I know He is always will. Rabbi yasir wala tua;sir ya karim. Amin.