When Your Writing Is A Worth

Kalau kita tanya budak-budak sekolah, nak masuk universiti atau tak, definitely dorang akan jawab nak. Dan pengalaman sendiri, bila dah ada diploma dulu, mestilah nak amik degree plak. Dan after degree kalau kta tanya most of the graduates, nak amik master atau tak, takkan ada yang ckp nak serta merta. During my time, saya betul-betul determined nak amik master right after degree. Ye, nak keja nak kahwin and nak amik master. Tak semudah bercakap.

Dalam class harini~walaupun dah masuk kelas keempat, dah genap sebulan register for master still, each PHD student akan questioning me "kenapa amik master by research?" yela mana taknya, kalau ikut rekod dari tahun 1999 baru 6 orang sahaja PHD students yg grad di fakulti kami. And yet, there are only 5 students in my class taking risk amik master by research. Hanya 5 org.

Today's class review about master by research

• need full focus. even those who did master by course work need to fully focus on study.
• almost PHD students in my class are doing full time basis. Me?
• takde life? betul ke?
• need to consult supervisor 10 hours per week. At least. FYI, I never yet have a chance to consult my supervisor.

There are lot lot lot more contradictions rather than pros that i heard today. Ya, but if i manage to get my self into this field, i am surely have a VVIP ticket towards my PHD. Am i planning for it? I myself dont really get the answer.

 But what i love about studying and challenging myself again is my relationship with Allah. Bila hati kita tak tenang pasal workload, assignment dan thesis, saya lebih suka mengadu dengan Allah. Saya rasa makin dekat dengannya. In fact, saya rasa lebih termotivasi.

What i have in my head right now is a plan to try put myself into comfort zone. I mean as if. Nothing is easy azliah. There are people who manage to get their master by research why dont u? Yes, i am not planning to pursue my PHD and now i must start to reallize that i need to have a PHD. Not as easy as saying this. Saya bagi diri saya peluang untuk satu sem ni. Kalau betul2 tak bley i can let go the dream. I mean the dream to have master by research. Maybe next year i can try to register as flexible learning student (FLP) in UPM or UKM. Planning to pursue MBA instead of MSC in coursework basis. UKM dan UPM lebih dekat dengan tempat keja saya.

Dalam waktu terdekat ni mmg agak susah nak fokus study. I need to focus more on my wedding preparation. I dont know. I just dont get the idea of doing master while prepare things here and there. Can u? And i need time for my self. Dengan nature keja azrel yg keja 5 minggu dan cuti 2 minggu in a row, x kan saya masih nak ke kelas or doing revision on the weekend and just let him alone during the leave. I just can't imagine the flow yet.

Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk. And I know He is always will. Rabbi yasir wala tua;sir ya karim. Amin.

Muka surat 5

Sekarang musim konvo. Syok tengok kawan-kawan dari U len yang dah pakai mortar board. Yeah, nak pakai mortar board mmg senang tapi penat lelah peluh lepuh phew phew phew naik turun gaduh bertumbuk semua ada. So, nak dipendekkan cerita sebulan dari skang insyAllah saya pun merasa la pakai mortar board. Semalam nombor giliran dah keluar and tandanya apa? Tandanya kena la bayar yuran konvo. Duit lg. Isk Isk...
No giliran saya 205 dalam muka surat 5 senarai peserta sidang 14 tu ada 1279 org. Mak ai kesian budak no 1279 tu jenuh tunggu nama dia keluar. So moral value nya please jangan letak nama anak mula ngan hurup Z yer. So saya no 205 and yes agak jenuh gak tu nak tunggu sampai no 1279. hahaha..

The interesting part is saya dah rumate saya sume dapat first class. And not so interesting is, saya je yg tak dapat anugerah naib cancellor. Sob sob.. Takpe, InsyAllah master i nak dapatkan jugak anugerah tu.



My lucky number is 205. 203 and 206 is my besties. No 204 tak kenal la pulak



rumate-rumate saya!!




rumate saya juga!!



Afterall, saya sangat happy. And one more interesting point is saya sidang yg sama dengan dija. Dormate cum besties masa sekolah dulu. SYOK OK!

 Lepas dapat tau no giliran ni mesti la nak bgtau azrel kan. Ops tapi saya tanak bitau parents saya lagi. Nak kasi dorang suprise unless mereka baca ini. "Thanks sebab bagi along peluang yang sangat baik untuk tuntut ilmu".

::The way i feel sooo damn happy::



How to be positive

bila kelas research methodology budak master digabungkan dengan budak pelajar phd. dan pelajar phd tu adalah cikgu anda masa degree..aduh pscycho sangat sangat. kenalah terima mereka mmg byk ilmu secara teori atau teknikal..sob sob...lebih lebih lagi yang dah mengajar untuk lebih dari 10 tahun...

menyesal tak amik master by research??

cuba terbalikkan suasana.. alhamdulillah dapat satu kelas dengan lecturer sendiri!! yeay yeay..leh la dia jadi mentor aku..ishh seronok sangat..x sabar nak pegi kelas minggu depan.. :-p

::the way positive people act..as if::

written from my workstation

Assalamualaikum

It's Tuesday 9th August and I'm alone here in the office. Since DHL ITS Cyberjaya is another IT center separate from Prague, most of my officemate are there, working on for a knowledge management project. Well,dah 9 hari puasa, alhamdulillah...everything went well. Looking forward to register for my master degree this coming Sunday and the chronology doing continuosly enjoyable. I hope so. Punch in for master in August, engage in September, convocation in October and hectic preparation for Mrs. to be in December is expected.

Dari Anas r.a, dia berkata bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w pernah berdoa:

Maksudnya: “Ya Allah tidak ada kemudahan selain apa yang Engkau jadikan mudah dan Engkau dapat menjadikan perkara sulit menjadi mudah jika Engkau kehendaki” (H.R Ibn Hibban dan sanadnya dihukum sahih bertepatan dengan syarat Muslim dalam kitab al-Silsilah al-Sahihah, No. 2886).

Taken without permission from: fitrahpower.com syukran!

I think I love this pix the most. Back in 2009 when there's no fluffy me yet.

::The time running fast and yet we feel everything is just begun yesterday::

how can i help me

when its come to web programming.....aww ewww eeeeeeee help meeeee!!!!!
how can i remember all those codes dude! praying praying praying...still got bit of time left...
my last paper will be on 6th and it is web programming whatever.....kinda hate you man...

<?DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD//XHMTL//TR//XHTML 1.0 Transitional//EN"

       "http://www.w3.org/tr/xhtml1/dtd/xhtml1-transitional.dtd"?>

this is only what my mind can bear ~only~ right now...i need more...sob sob..

see....die('could not connect') ya mmg betui.....im dying right here...

::the way web programming make me sick::

saya rindu blog ini

dah berapa lama dah tak buat terapi kat sini..hihi...
here i am back....
owh..sukacita di canangkan yg segala assignment for diz very final semester dah tamat..tetttt..just tinggal 3 paper aje lagi...then i can be official graduate. ~merasmikan sendiri before konvo..haha...
rindu sangat nak blogwalking...stalking and everything..
excited jugak tunggu tawaran interview and keja..harap2 ada rezeki di situ...amin....

::the way i feel released inside here without assignment anymore....alhamdulillah...::

rindu segamat

haish..lama bebenar x update blog...assignment maleh nak buat takkan update blog ghajin plak kan..tapi hari ni tetiba nak cita pasal segamat. 

terjenguk dan terbaca status fb salah seorang lecturer time diploma dulu:

cik ezan...one of the favourite lecturer jugak la masa study kat UiTM Johor kampus segamat dulu...(status dia pasal kritikal review untuk budak2 part 1 yg tak makan saman..huhu..budak2 zaman sekarang)

tak naklah komen lebih2 pasal status tu kan..nak komen apa yg best sgt pasal hidup dekat segamat dulu...SANGAT RINDU..

• first skali adalah environment yang amatlah tenang...walaupun ada yg ckp UiTM segamat dalam hutan tapi suasana kat sana sangat best. i like...
• lecturer yg ramah tamah dengan student. not to compare or say that lecturer kat UiTM Puncak Perdana ni x ramah tamah, tapi hubungan lecturer ngan student kat sana sangat akrab. saya sangat menghormati mereka.
• ada life! bayak aktiviti wajib yg mula-mula mmg mengomel nak kena attend. tapi bila duduk sini tak rasa ada life mcm kat segamat dulu..maybe dalam kelompak yg lebih kecik, so tak ada aktiviti yg sangat seronok mcm kat sana dulu.
• boleh strolling/jogging ptg2 sebab ada pathway mengelilingi UiTM segamat. udara superb!
• ramai kawan2 dari pelbagai course. infact, my BFF pun masih lagi mereka yg sebilik dengan saya ms kat kolej si manja kini dulu..and they still cool though.
• yg paling best zaman diploma lagi santai dari zaman degree..yeah..

antara gambar-gambar yang best kat UiTM segamat:

team bola jaring fakulti pengurusan maklumat..saya masih kurus

pak guard yg sempoi...like!

suasana senja..kalau pagi2 ada kabus.rasa mcm kat abersea

bangunan admin bendahara

classmates and azliah dalam lecture theater

pilihanraya MPP with business students

my rumates dan jiran2 masa minggu terbuka kolej

benda yang paling best adalah saya masa kurus lagi masa.... yeah yeah yeah...
mungkin UiTM segamat dah byk perbezaan kot sekarang.ada bangunan baru, lecturer baru, dewan baru..dan ada hanis zalikha..haha
segamat yg best....

::the way i enjoyed my life once i was in segamat::

i am so happy when i get book for free...

i am seriously pokai dear readers...my scholar didn't release yet. so terrible. kenapala lambat sangat..PTPTN da masuk awal da..setiap sem saya dah immune dah dengan mesej dan email dari pejabat bendahari UiTM. haha...korang pernah ke? even my name also been attached at the faculty information board. popular saya...

semalam received email dari UiTM dah untuk semester ni punya yuran pengajian..

haha....mesti korang sian kan kat saya after baca email di atas...it's ok..i'll be fine...(fine pun ada dua maksud)

tu cerita sedih...saya ada cerita happy jugak hari ini..

i really love collecting books..especially buku fiction atau general fact atau self improvement..tapi saya tak boleh pg kedai buku time takde duit..nanti nanges..haha..takde duit kan nak beli..

tapi hari ni alhamdulillah rezeki saya murah..i just got one complimentary book from the author himself..

who sean actually is?

one of the 'wow' people i ever met.

he's a trainer- a professional trainer. he taught me soft skill during my USP course and he is very cool though. about the book..

it'is not that expensive pun...RM20..i nak beli buku ni dulu masa course tu tapi i malu nak tanya sean. then after the course i messaged him that i want the book. but then i tak sabar sgt nak balik umah dan tak sempat nak beli..now duit plak x da and tadi i apologized him. tup tup sean msg me and told that he glad to give his book complimentary..owh, i am speechless. thanks sean...thank you very much..i am so happy.

::the way i learn something today. it is not about the money that made us decide something. it is about someone's courage and interest that make people think::

owh saya nak jugak jadi perfectionist...

x da idea la nak review article ni..owh katakan tidak pada malas...

eh bukan salah en.malas, tapi salah saya. bagi saya article ini tidak menarik untuk direview.

x de masa dah nak cari article lain, kena review gak yang ni.

azliah boleh!

::i hope this article will be reviewed as how it supposed to be::

saya pelajar UiTM

saja je join aktiviti blog pilihan malaysia ni...jadi..sayalah pelajar UiTM...

dari tahun 2006 hinggalah sekarang..dah 5 tahun. akhirnya tahun ni akan grad jugak dalam bidang bachelor of science (hons) information systems management.. insyAllah..

student life memang seronok. ramai kawan-kawan yang boleh buat kita ketawa dan nanges. haha..dari zero sampai otak dah tepu (memory full) bila study. dari gemuk sampai kurus masa minggu orientasi dulu. dari skema jadi nakal dah sekarang. dari pasif jadi more confident, dari lonely ranger dah ada ramai kawan-kawan dan yang paling penting dari tak pandai dah jadi orang.


erm..nak kongsi gambar konvo diploma dulu la.hehe 

gambar kat atas tu after 3 years berhempas pulas untuk diploma scroll..dan tahun ni insyAllah dapat naik pentas lagi, pakai jubah and mortarboard amik scroll bachelor degree plak.

and here are the great classmates ever

::i love my student life in UiTM the way i am::

shhyyyy...pengetua tengah berucap

dah lama x dengar ucapan pengetua...dah dekat 5 tahun kot..kalau pengetua tengah berucap mesti buhsan kan..dulu kalau dengar ucapan pengetua pastu dapat duduk pulak tu...ooohhhh nikmat sangat. semua yang beliau ucapkan akan menerima anggukkan kebanyakan student termasukla saya..a.k.a tersengguk-sengguk..

dirakam semasa paper EST. paper last SPM back in 2005.

teman adik register sekolah mmg dah jadi rutin tahunan saya. tapi harini mak ade teman sekali as my mum currently in peninsular. so me as a driver, me as a sister, me as a daughter..so secara tak langsungnya dengarlah pengetua sekolah tu berucap.

kalau dolu-dolu zaman saya, hand phone x boley bawak, jangan merokok ye murid-murid, siapa bawak CD lucah cekgu disiplin akan rampas, jangan ponteng kat tandas atau belakang sekolah bla bla bla...tapi nowadays ada peraturan baru seperti-dilarang bawa laptop, netbook atau notebook ke sekolah ye anak-anak. makmal akan dibuka pada jam 2 setiap hari bagi yang ingin menggunakan internet. yelaa...semua orang kan da ade fesbuk la.tweeter la..huhu..

tapi bagi saya suatu hari nanti pelajar sekolah malaysia memerlukan semua teknolgi tu untuk study. budak tabika kat jepun pon dah ade lappy satu sorang kan..mungkin zaman anak saya nanti kot kena beli lappy starting their first day in kindergarten kot.

me, wishing my sister best of luck for her studies..tahun ni nak PMR..owh, dia dah siapkan wishlist hadiah lapan A dia..haha...be prepared..

here she go..

::the way the pengetua made me remember all those great days in school..miss them::

tolong ajarkan aku...

learning multiple programming languages in a week is not a good idea...at all...i've to admit that i am not into programming and all those doesn't work with me..help me out..!
x de la freaking out sgt..i'm just keep telling myself to stop thinking of giving up...don't think negatively..

my first experience on programming was in 2006(if i not mistaken). ianya adalah HTML. it's not that hard though.
and then come visual basic or VB back in 2008.i tell u guys...aku menangis time ni.haha..i still remember of En. Ismail Pahmi. he's new lecturer masa tu. disebabkan sikap tanak give up mempelajari VB masa tu aku asik panggil dia even when for a simple problems. at peak,maybe dia dah malas nak layan aku kan....dia ternaik kan suara kat aku "cubalah buat dulu baru panggil saya"...owh...tuhan saja yang tahu betapa runtunnya semangat seorang student yang tak minat programming.pada masa itulah..

cik mail

and then...jeng jeng jeng..

aku akhirnya x dapat nak melarikan diri dari PROGRAMMING LANGUAGES akibat ketegaran,keteguhan,keberanian mencabar diri sendiri ambil course yang sekarang ni...

bsc.(hons)information systems management.

dah final year pun...well,i did it well kan guys..tahniah azliah!
aku berjaya mendapat A+ for my C++ and B+ for my VB(again...i have to complete the course in my bachelor degree.nasib baik tak nangis lagi)

but but but but...*sigh
this 3 weeks training program for AJAX (Asynchronous JavaScript and XML)doesn't be nice to me. i belum mengalah lagi. did i say i surrender?no kan...still have 2 weeks leave. got time.keep them tightly with me.i love my time.precious.ok dah,cukup tu.

HTML, JAVASCRIPT(bahasa yang paling teruk untuk disasterakan),CSS,XML, PHP, dan kemudian AJAX.
i know that some people like "owh i love programming.it's not that hard". contoh terbaik yang paling dekat ngan saya ialah Mark Zukerberg. rapat sebab hari-hari guna hasil titik peluh dia mengarang bahasa programming paling sastera iaitu FACEBOOK.wow kan..

so hari ni..kat sini nak bagi satu regular expression untuk email. sebab....ia mungkin membantu sapa2 yang mencari maklumat ni.that's what i did bila tatau nak buat programming.

regular expression for email

/^([_a-zA-Z0-9-]+)(\.[_a-zA-Z0-9-]+)*@([a-zA-Z0-9-]+\.)+([a-zA-Z]{2,3})$/

nti aku letak untuk malaysian women ic number plak k.

::the way i blend my life with programming languages::